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【avalance】翻译 左滑 leftswipe 第三章

原作太太亲自帮忙p图的第三章来啦!!!大家记得多多去留言支持哈!!!
https://archiveofourown.org/works/14229525/chapters/32880144

【avalance】翻译 左滑 left swipe 第二章

https://archiveofourown.org/works/14229525/chapters/32837706
第二章来惹,这绝对是最带感的一章了,大家多多在A03底下留言吧!!!

【avalance】翻译 左滑 left swipe

https://archiveofourown.org/users/faluoji/works
左拐A03 大家多多在A03底下多多留言哦 原作者会来看的 爱你们

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讲真你们请多多留言啊


帮我一起开开脑洞啥的!


——


Chapter 2. 萨曼莎城


 


火车远远的传来的鸣笛声像个信号,站台上的所有人都开始发出振聋发聩的欢呼声。


Giulia在人群之中显得格外显眼,格勒斯家的小女儿无愧于她远扬在外的美人称号,人们又不禁开始在脑海中幻想英雄和美人的故事——即使他们的英雄也是女人。


接着一辆黑金的马车出现在道路的尽头,人们注意到马车前驾车的军官居然是军团部长Hersh Vongola,在短暂的沉默后,所有的人立刻意识到马车中所坐的正是教皇本人。


人群立刻爆发出一阵超高分贝的欢呼,Greer教皇便在喧哗中对众人展露出和善的微笑并挥手致意,但在这种举国欢庆的时刻背后,稍微有一点政治嗅觉的人便能察觉出这一次Shaw的胜利之中有超乎寻常的成分,否则出现在现场的只会是一位普通的教皇厅使者。


火车缓缓的驶进了站台,人群之中再度爆发出更加激烈的掌声和欢呼,等到车门打开的时候,人们的声音简直大到要掀翻约克城的火车站。


 


教皇和军团部长将Shaw夹在中间而Shaw却和Giulia光明正大的眉目传情,这种画面显然吸引了所有人的注意力,素以纪律严明著称的军团也纷纷挤在车窗旁边,生怕错过一点教皇的指引。


“先生们,请注意。”


有人突然敲了敲13车厢列车间的隔板门,士兵们不得不略带尴尬的坐回到自己的座位上,随后一位穿着长军装的男人走了进来,士兵们一眼就看到他胸前的白金十字架和几枚一等功的勋章——但男人的肩章上却是空的。


“我是军团医院的副院长John,”男人略微沙哑的嗓音却盖过了教皇响彻火车站的声音,“在瓦伦堡一战中你们使用了肾上腺素,对身体机能可能有些损伤,所以现在你们需要注射保护肝脏的药剂。”


John沿着过道一路分发着公文包里的药剂,但被一名老兵喝住了,“我们每次打仗都用那玩意,从来没人给我们注射过这种东西!”


男人并未停下手里分发药剂的动作,但已经拔掉针筒帽的几位士兵却不得不略显惊惶的停了下来,一个看样子像是班长的士兵从后排站起来走上前去,“副院长先生,我们有权知道这是怎么回事儿。”


John并不理会,直到他将最后一支药剂递了出去,才转过身来看着这位班长。


“因为从现在开始你们已经是一等兵了,”他用空洞无神的目光平静的扫过每位士兵的头顶,“每一位士兵都是军团的资产,你们唯一的死亡方式就是战死在沙场,这样说够清楚了吗。”


在一阵短暂的沉默过后,车厢中立刻爆发出一阵猛烈的欢呼,士兵们争相恐后的将注射器中的液体推进了自己的静脉,他们开始畅想着每个月15块金币的薪资带来的新生活,当然还有更大的房子和等待在站台上的女人们。


 


Samantha在放下自己的望远镜的一瞬间确定那个男人是像自己这儿瞥了一眼的,但她没有立刻蹲下身去,而是将目光彻底的转向了正在被受勋的Shaw,现在她的监护人得到了第一枚一等功章。


等Samantha再次找寻的时候已经见不到那个男人的身影,她不知道是不是她衣领上闪闪发亮的家徽救了她一命,但她现在正为呈现在她眼前的整个阴谋所打动,这个发现让她前所未有的脊背发冷,但同样的激动人心。


但很快她就意识到这其中有一个环节不那么巧妙。


“该死。”


在她望远镜的视野里,Shaw正将那枚金制的勋章别在Giulia的胸前,Giulia丰满的胸脯急速的喘息着,让人无从分辨周围的人到底在为什么叫好。


Tranquillitas。


 


Shaw摇上车窗的时候连笑容也一并收了回去,直到车子发动,她才转过身来对着Samantha点了点头。


Samantha认为自己应该说点什么,但被坐在前排的秘书所打断了——这是Samantha和Shaw第一次得见这个名叫Cole的年轻人,但这个家族委派的私人秘书正事无巨细的禀报着这三个月以来Shaw名下的一切情况——甚至包括Samantha的成绩单。


Shaw半阖着眼睛听着,似乎刚才保持微笑耗尽了她的体力,Samantha盯着她胸前原本应该别上功章的那块空白,有一搭没一搭的听着Cole的汇报。


“这些是需要签字的文件。”


“收敛点,”Shaw接过Cole手里的文件,“你连礼仪都忘记了吗。”


Samantha反应过来Shaw是在和自己说话,连忙坐直了身体,但很快就被一打文件打在了肚子上。


Cole连忙将笔递到Samantha面前。


“这是给我的礼物吗?”


见Shaw不说话,Cole连忙解释道:“这只是一些日常的文件……”


“签字。”Shaw将军帽扣在脸上,像是睡了。


“但我……”Samantha深深的吸了一口气,她尚未被Moratti家族承认,但很明显也不能沿用她原来的姓氏。


Shaw像是从牙缝中挤出来她的名字,“就写Samantha。”


Samantha只好拿起那叠文件一张张的读着,但很快她就发现,就算她读的再认真也不可能从里面发现任何一点错误,便飞快的在每一张上面签下了自己的名字。


“八点之前拿给我。”


Shaw将最后一张文件从Samantha手里夺走丢到Cole身上,还没等Cole脑海中形成一句完整的诅咒新老板的句子,Shaw已经倒在了Samantha的身上。


 


“我们得去医院……”


“忘掉你看到的一切。”


冰冷的童声从Cole的背后传来,他不需要转头便能感觉到一把火铳顶在他的后脑,他不得不慢慢的将双手举起来:“以上帝之名发誓……我只效忠你们。”


他听见自己难听的嗓音,像生了锈的旧机械在润滑油的作用下转动。


“不是我们也不是上帝,”女孩冰冷的神色看起来同Shaw如出一辙,“是她。”


Samantha并没有为难这个从小镇来城市讨生活的男孩,Cole从后视镜里看见那把火铳凭空消失在空气里,但无论如何这不会比一个乳臭未干的小女孩刚刚威胁了自己更令他惊讶了。


“现在我们回第十一街那间公寓,你干好她让你干的事情,”Samantha用平静的声音吩咐着,“以及……”


“以及什么?”


“……别再念我不及格的课程后面还要把分数一起念出来。”


 “这个……”Cole忍不住笑了一下,但随即他再次见到了那把漂亮又小巧的火铳。


“N-e-v-e-r!”


Cole不会知道火铳柄的防滑纹路已经深深的扎破了女孩的掌心,他隐约察觉到的血腥味并非因为恐惧而产生的幻觉,但即使尚未长出利爪和尖牙,Samantha仍然用自己的方式维持了一只狮子的尊严。


 


车里的温度过高,气氛却又太冷,Cole决心打破这个沉默,“你知道你刚才签的最后一张文件是干嘛用的吗?”


“……你的老师应该教过你沉默是金这句话。”


Cole或许并没有学好沉默这个课程,但他对察言观色向来很有自信,他看的出来这个女孩并非完全不在意。


“一会我会把你的签名送到教皇厅,那儿的工匠会用你的签名制作一个印刷模板,然后从明天开始,所有的地图里面瓦伦堡的名字都会消失……”Cole故意拉长了声音,如愿以偿的看到后座的女孩不自然的抚弄了一下自己的头发,“Samantha会是瓦伦堡的新名字。”


Cole意识到Samantha脸上正是一个得到了糖的孩子的笑容,但这块糖未免……未免太大太甜了一些。


 


“这片大陆上商业最繁华的城市,就是她给你的礼物。”




TBC

暑假英语冲刺指南

等等,根攻吗😐肖根大旗永不倒

blankV:

大家好!我是大车,漫长的考试周终于过去了大家有没有想我?当然想了对不对我多可爱。


 


虽然我考完试了,但是——文还是没法更新——什么?不不不这跟510没关系了,毕竟一个破番外而已有什么好伤心的——由于暑假里的大车还有很多事情要干,估计没有心情翻译东西了,所以目前预测CT下次更新会是在九月中旬左右。


 


既然如此请大家也不要悲痛,度过漫长的暑假干点什么好呢?不如学英语!看翻译不如学英语;催文不如学英语;谈恋爱不如学英语;干什么都不如学英语。在此大车为大家简单整理了一份暑假英语冲刺指南。这份指南是大车亲身实践过的,效果拔群,立竿见影,药到病除。虽然只是粗浅的初级训练,但是一个疗程下来保证你四级600+,两个疗程下来六级600+,三个疗程下来你就性冷淡。


 


过去一年里我看的文自己也数不过来了,之所以这里只有这么一点是因为我扫过的文中脑洞雷人的、文笔辣眼睛的、小学生三观的也真是不少,保护大家是我的职责【误。放在这里的都是过去一年里我翻来覆去看了很多遍的,给我带来过很大的触动和帮助,希望同好也能一边享受一边练练英语。




文中标题和作者都是超链接,直接点进去即可!看到新的我会回来更新的!喜欢的小伙伴们求小红心⁄(⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄!!!做过题目有感想的欢迎勾搭┗|`O′|┛ 嗷~~ 




废话不多说了——


 


疗程1:中短篇 不温不火


 


Shootus Interruptusby winged_mammal(经典题型)


题型简介:性教育课的反例(E)


题目选读:


A gleam of red catches Shaw’s eye, and shepauses her movements to get a better look at her hand. “Oh for fuckssake,” shegrowls, and Root lifts her head in question at the hold up.


“What?”


Shaw raises her hand and wiggles her fingersin the air, her skin coated in lube mixed with oxidized blood. “You couldn’thave warned me this was coming around?”


备注:虽然我的老福特里有参考答案,但是还是请想学英语的孩子独立完成——


 


Overheard by winged_mammal(经典题型)


题型简介:每天都能气死一只新鲜的单身狗(T)


题目选读:


“Could you shut your mouth for a minutewhile we clear these guys out of here?” 


“You weren’t complaining about my mouth lastnight, Sameen.” 


“That’s because you were putting it to abetter use than giving away our position.” 


 


Four Times Root Kissed Shaw,and Twice She Didn't by bruisespristine


题型简介:粉扑扑的日记(T)


题目选读:


They stare at each other for what theMachine later tells her is four minutes and twelve seconds before Root dares tomove, leaning forward, pressing her lips against Shaw's. And this time, Shawdoesn't turn it violent, make it brutal.


 


Sleeping Togetherby bruisespristine


题型简介:在爸爸们旁边也敢不可描述(T)


题目选读:


The hacker twitches and makes a littlewhining noise, and Shaw rolls her eyes. It’s difficult to slide her arm underRoot’s pillow without waking her, but she’s used to it by now, and Root doesn’twake, still caught in the throes of whatever nightmare has decided to pick onher this evening.


 


And Baby Makes Threeby araxes


题型简介:科技,让生活更美好(T)


题目选读:


If someone had told Shaw that she would beone half of an expecting couple, she probably would have shot their kneecapsoff.


Then again, if someone had told Shaw thatshe would be married and would actually (technically) be the baby daddy, shewould’ve gone straight for the headshot.


 


the thing about rootby brightly_brightly(经典题型)


题型简介:跟二轴谈什么感情(M)


题目选读:


this is Root. Root's body, which, by proxyof Root's annoying mind hitching into some trail of unbroken code in your mind,is now something your body actually wants. your body doesn't seem to care aboutthe gender thing as much when it comes to Root. Root who just happens to havethese parts that you're learning to work with- that you want to work withbecause it will make her feel good. Root whose breathy, feminine sighs andgasps and moans will fill up your bedroom. Root who doesn't have a nice, loadedcock or washboard abs- who instead has a soft belly and thin arms and pale skinthat bruises easily. Root who, yes, ok, has a vagina, a delicate, pinkish,silky, completely foreign territory between her legs. Root whose breasts youwant to lick and kiss and whose whole body you want to learn (since when?).Root who completely dismantles you.


备注:虽然我的老福特里有参考答案,但是还是请想学英语的孩子独立完成——


 


i found a lover (we rollaround beneath these sheets) by justimpolite


题型简介:深扒电梯间背后不可告人的故事(E)


题目选读:


‘One day, Sameen. One day you may just findyourself wanting a cuddle buddy and I won’t be here,’ she says, fastening herbra.


‘Never say the words ‘cuddle’ or ‘buddy’ever again.’


 


The thing about cutting thered wire. by Worldclassbeauty


题型简介:关爱残疾,人人有责(G)


题目选读:


“But I don't need those colors to know thatyou have beautiful chocolate eyes, tanned skin, coffee colored hair and mostlywear black… So you see Sameen, for me, with my condition, you’re absolutelyperfect.” Root said giving her a drowsy smile.


 


everything and nothingby fuckinghellbruh


题型简介:不想哭的话推荐大家去做这位老师出的另一套题sociopathic heart (T)


题目选读:


Numb. It’s the first thing that registersto you after John shakes his head at you. You feel numb.


It’s like the dial for your emotions turnedway down until it hit zero.


And then you look back at him with a numbdetermination to finish all of this.


“We need to get to Finch.”


 


and the timing's never rightby atlantisairlock


题型简介:明日边缘之老婆你回来(T)


题目选读:


DAY 2. 


You wake up in safety for the very firsttime in a very, very long time - in your own bed, with Root lying beside you,some jazz tune playing softly on the bedside radio. For one brief second,everything feels safe, and you could be content, even happy, when she stirs andwakes and - 


and then you remember.


 


for solitude will also breakyou with its yearning by Kaslyna


题型简介:谁说肖根是唯一一对老司机(T)


题目选读:


Martine's almost amused by her reputationas Samaritan's most mysterious agent; if only they knew how much of an openbook she was with Kara, when Kara could barely speak two sentences to Martineabout herself when she was in a good mood.


 


A Something Before Dyingby seriousfic


题型简介:电梯招谁惹谁了(T)


题目选读:


“Oh, c’mon!” Martine cried. “How am Isupposed to explain this to Samaritan?”


 


The non-sixty-nining portion of the groupoffered her a collective shrug as their elevator ascended.


 


“At least let me know if she really didsquirt!?” she called after them.


 


distilled into differenceby gothamcitygays


题型简介:撒玛利亚人教我睡觉前叠好衣服(E)


题目选读:


Whiskey is neat. Gin is classic. Vodka ispure.


Tequila is messy. 


 


 


 


疗程2:中短篇 大悲大喜


 


Light it Up by Coragyps


题型简介:反正就是搞(E)


题目选读:


Root followed suit, rather more slowly. Shehad the palest skin that Shaw had ever seen. It seemed like there was miles ofit, smooth and white except for a few faint scars. She folded her blouse andthen shrugged out of the delicate bra she was wearing underneath. Small, highbreasts like dollops of cream. Shaw couldn’t wait to get her mouth on them.


备注:本题中第二小题略黑暗,慎做。


 


Fish Out Of Waterby ieatmyfingerprints(经典题型)


题型简介:这条咸鱼是你掉下来的吗?(M)


题目选读:


Root glides through the water, more fishthan man, colliding into Shaw and pulling her upwards. When they break thesurface Root kisses her hard, the smile on her face radiant and her faceflushed. Shaw finds herself at a complete lost for words, swallowing andgasping for air, a turmoil of emotions she didn’t know she possessed raginginside of her. But nothing ruins Root’s elation, and she doesn’t seem torealize Shaw’s conflict, her hands roving and her lips insistent.


备注:此题太美不得不做.


 


The Little Moments, OurMoments by BowieLover73


题型简介:且行且珍惜(T)


题目选读:


Shaw rolled her eyes. “Can’t say it’s beenat the forefront of my thoughts.” She said, shrugging once again.


“Of course not,” Root said as her eyes tookon a mischievous look. “That spot’s reserved for me.”


 


Wolves by Nesi23 


题型简介:又到了一年一度的交配季节(E)


题目选读:


Shaw’s not normally one for cuddlingstrangers, but when that stranger gives you the best orgasms of your life, youkinda don’t give a shit. The last thing she remembers before blacking out isRoot picking up her other hand to rest on her ass and kissing her lips gentlyand then she pulls back slightly to look Root in the eye.


 


“Yes sweetie?” Root sensing Shaw wants toask her something.


 


Shaw eyes narrow but they also lookpleading “Root, Please tell me you’re on birth control."


 


the devil will want you backby charizona(经典题型)


题型简介:谁说肖根是唯一一对老司机·二(E)


题目选读:


Kara holds her wrist up to Martine’s mouth.“Take mine,” she says softly, and Martine doesn’t hesitate to taste the bloodthat brought her into this life in the first place.


The vampire blood makes her dizzy witheuphoria, but she feels stronger by the second. She only needs about tenseconds of it and the ache in her chest is gone. She sinks into the cushions,runs her tongue across her teeth, and lets out a breath.


 


Hate the Player by bruisespristine(经典题型)


题型简介:看看别人怎么上·大学篇·上(E)


题目选读:


She picks up Root’s hand to drag her away,not a cozy, romantic handholding, but a practical one. As they start down thepath they hear John hiss, “See, girlfriend.” But when Root slants hereyes down at Shaw, the smaller woman just looks content. It’s the sameexpression she has when Bear has his head on her feet, or she’s just finished agood steak.


备注:请问你们为什么要欺负马婷婷


 


Death and the maiden by rdalvi 


题型简介:滥用职权弄个女朋友(T)


题目选读:


“Hi, I’m Root.” Root blurted out.


Death stopped and turned around.


“What’s your name?”


 


under cover of darkness by brightly_brightly


题型简介:看出题人知道风格系列·卧室中的花花世界(E)


题目选读:


Shaw winces as the cold metal makes contactwith her sensitive flesh, and Root pauses, waits for Shaw to adjust, beforeslowly rotating the little key on each one that tightens and tightens andtightens the vice around her nipples.


Shaw whines and lets out a string ofincoherent sounds, some of which might be "fuck, yeah, more" orsomething equivalent in German.


 


 


疗程3:中长篇 色即是空


 


connective tissue by brightly_brightly(经典题型)


题型简介:尘埃落定,羁绊才刚刚开始(E)


题目选读:


When this happens, you tend to roll youreyes, march over, and take her slender, pale hands in yours: you pull her upand into you, away from whatever dark void she's witnessing or projecting. Shealways comes easily, obediently, and lets you distract her however you see fit.


Sometimes you tease her, "hey Eeyore,where's my perky psycho today?"


Other times, you go sit beside her andyou're silent together. 


If anyone understands Root's silences, it'syou. 


备注:本篇的词汇量和文笔可谓圈内一巅峰,虽然我的老福特里有部分参考答案,但是还是请想学英语的孩子独立完成——


 


Caged Animals by BlondeQ 


题型简介:地铁站风云(E)


题目选读:


Then Shaw turned with that scalding glare,her lips pulling back from her teeth as she snarled and that iron hand wasimmediately at Root’s throat, fingers closing around Root’s windpipe… Rootcouldn’t deny that the jolt of electricity that shot through her body was apleasurable one. Her lips had parted and yes, she was smiling just the tiniestamount, and yes, she relished running her hand over Shaw’s forearm to herwrist, gently pressing that iron grip closer to her.


 


Love the Game by bruisespristine(经典题型)


题型简介:看看别人怎么上·大学篇·下(E)


题目选读:


It shouldn’t turn her on, to think ofpeople just outside the thin piece of wood while Root fucks her senseless, butit does, and Shaw is a pretty pragmatic person. She’s not gonna feelembarrassed if they’re caught, really. Well, maybe for a second, but it’s notlike her team don’t know who she is, so why not? This promises to be super hot,as does everything with Root. That girl can turn almost anything into a kinkygame that melts Shaw from the groin out. She’s never met anyone who has hernumber like this.


 


(以下两题非POI相关CP,来自美国漫画降世神通:科拉传奇。然而【doge脸】光是看文我已经入了两对之前从未见过的百合CP的坑,姑且可以当两篇美味的小说(肉文)看——)


 


Alpha's Forfeit by RaeDMagdon


题型简介:收服浪子教程(E)


题目选读:


She had imagined this moment so many timesshe'd lost count, but the reality left a gaping hole in her chest. One kissdidn't even start to make up for three years of loneliness. It was too angry,too fast, too hungry, and it wasn't nearly enough.


 


Bonds of Metal by RaeDMagdon,Revans_Mask


题型简介:脱了上衣女王就是你的人了(E)


题目选读:


She shuddered slightly as she realized thatKuvira looked almost the same as she had in the park. The moonlight falling onher face then had illuminated a cautious sense of hope, and it was still there,but no longer hidden behind a cloud of uncertainty.


 


 


 


——The End——


——BY 大车——


 



Passer-by

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Root走了。

直至今日,我还记得那夜的窒息感。

大脑的一片空白,梦醒的茫然,让我恍然觉得这不过又是一场模拟。很快就有人来取下设备,再听一通死老头的逼逼,再是一场模拟的开始。


我第一次希望那该死的模拟永不停止。


我艰难的找回自己的声音,却毫无印象自己说了些什么,脑中只是不断回放她关于shape的屁话。我觉得“我会亲自射伤你。”好像不那么适合作为离别之语,我不知道。一股压力顶住了喉头与胸腔,刺激着我的鼻子,陌生的感觉,风吹过我的脸,凉凉的。


我觉得那夜没有月亮。




我一直没有去看她。

再加上耳边阴魂不散的声音,满足我在刹那的晃神中相信,那个聒噪的疯子还在世界的某个角落拯救她的上帝。哪一天,我推开门,就可以看见她一脸坏笑,不换该死的衣服,躺在我刚换了床单的床上。

我知道我在期待揍一个不会出现的女人。

我知道我在幻想一个奇迹。






【她】一直对我好的过分,从未拒绝我的任何要求。或许是为夺取了她的声音的一点点愧疚,更可能是我的要求在【她】眼里都微不足道。我不喜欢【她】用小心翼翼的语气说话,让我觉得我又让她生气了。


【她】该死的有着她的声音,又彻彻底底的不是她。

每字每句都在提醒我,她抢先在另一个世界玩得开心了。


她从不安分。





Harold提议让我照顾bear。

但我拒绝了。

我只是感觉整个世界被扯去了一块,在我的身体上留下弥补不了的空洞,我不知道这应当被归类为哪种感情,只为我的眼前又重归黑白感到愤怒。


一种在我体内喧嚣又不知从何发泄的愤怒,就像吃了加了黄辣椒的墨西哥菜却喝不到水的无力感。所有我想做的,是像游魂一样向四方散去。



去tm的号码。



我有时会去地铁站Root布置的房间住一会儿。但我不大喜欢地铁站,更不想看见Harold欲言又止的脸,所以我把它原封不动的搬到了我的公寓。

我觉得我已经学会对Harold的近乎怜悯和十足歉意熟视无睹了。

我不需要那些,Root也不。

我看见她买的兔子拖鞋和丑娃娃都想翻白眼,你永远不知道一个疯子在想什么,对吧。

我向【她】要了Root穿兔子拖鞋的视频,我居然对着电脑上的她和bear笑的像个神经病。我对她坐到地上又坐回床上的行为再一次发出由衷的嫌弃,但我最终只是把床单洗了洗。

只是因为我懒得出去买床单。




Root的气息总是弥漫在空气中。

撒马利亚人大概真的把我的脑子搞坏了。

Harold说的没错,Root黑进人脑就和黑进电脑一样简单。

我自己都无法辨明的情绪,她却总能明了一切。

在无数个夜晚,我不想看她的眼睛。

她说,我害怕别人了解我。

她说,我的二轴不过是为了保护自己。

她说,她知道我在乎她。

我一定翻了个白眼说,我根本不知道什么是害怕。

在昏暗的灯光下,她的眼睛亮亮的盯着我,从我的面无表情中寻到感情的蛛丝马迹。

我想,如果我有感情的话,我那时候应该告诉她,我确实挺在乎她这个疯子的。



在一个与啤酒作伴的深夜,我问【她】,

她有留过什么东西给我吗?

我想听听她的声音,真的,她的声音。

我的耳边响起一段长长的呼吸声,我觉得她在哭,就是那种安静地抽泣。

“Shaw,如果你能听到的话…”

“我也不知道我在干嘛,我只是…”

“我只是觉得我在一个没有出口的空间做徒然的努力。”

“所有人都觉得你…”

“我不想这样觉得,我不敢这样想…”

“但我害怕你…”

“只是给我一点线索就好了,求……”

声音戛然而止。

【这是最新的】

以前还有吗,我问。

“Hi,Shaw,我之前让Harold帮我捎句话给你,他让我自己来,虽然我也挺想的,但我还是觉得保个险比较好,我不能让我人生有两个遗憾。不管你承不承认,我们的确拥有了一段让你没那么轻易忘记的日子,别有太大负担,但我真的挺想在一切结束后,和你一起继续打打膝盖,劫劫飞机什么的。我想说,你真的让我人生中的一切都不一样了,让我明白了…让我感觉到,爱是有意义的。”

耳边重归于沉默,我把手中的啤酒瓶狠狠地砸向了墙壁,棕色的液体和白沫在墙壁上留下痕迹,我眼前却浮现了血止不住的从Root体内涌出的画面。

你奶奶的Root。



我觉得我应该先告诉Root,她的确是我一生中最特别的人。

虽然我还是不明白这样做的意义,但我觉得我应该这样做。

我感觉不到感情,但我一直努力在做对的事情。努力在任何场合中做合适的事情,做别人眼里“应当”的事情,让自己显得没那么突兀,像一个“正常人”。

但面对Root,我似乎总在做错的事情。



我向【她】提出要求时,【她】只以沉默回复我。我不想说第二遍,这感觉像是我疯了一样。

但一个星期后,我处理完号码回家,设备已然安放在我的房间里。

【你确定吗?】

反正已经有过了屎一样的7000次,还能更糟吗?

我戴上了设备。

给我一个好梦吧。

大概过了一个世纪,我才听见,

当然了,sweetie。

然后我心甘情愿的坠入虚幻。

Root。




I sit at my window this morning where the world like a passer-by stops for a moment,

nods to me and goes.



其实我觉得厚,除了Root死的有点随意以外,剧情并没有很ooc啊(可能因为我智商不太够,或者之前看的不太仔细。)甚至Root的凄凉晚景(?)让虐根小分队迷之满足(?)

而对于锤锤,我依旧是那个观点,她不是没有感情,而是无法分类,于是她简单的把它们分成了开心的事(比如突突人,比如吃东西),和愤怒的事(比如主控伤了root,比如root挂了),而且她有一点拒绝感受这些,因为感情的缺失让她无所畏惧,让她成为最好的特工。我不觉得她的二轴被治好了什么的,她感觉到了一些东西,或许一直都有,但她拒绝承认它们,努力向john他们证明自己是强大的,是不像常人一样被情绪所控制的,是冷静而自制的。root让她感觉到了情绪的起伏,但她不知道那是什么,是开心,害怕,还是幸福。

而root,说她早已放弃了信仰不该救finch,我觉得也不是。她一直仰慕着finch,他扭转了她整个人生,而且在情急之下,我觉得她的选择并没有ooc,这是root的选择。


感谢看完我逼逼这么多,意见不同的,接受探讨,不接受撕逼。

我觉得我该写写甜文的。。。







这是被举报了还是啥意思。。。


承诺失效。。。出去跑步惹,每天会更的,,,吧